Thursday, January 15, 2009
بمنشیباشسیذباخشهسعیا هشسعیا ذشخسهیا
مرا ببر که ماندنم بس بیهوده می انگارد
... یا که من هنوز نمی فهمم که به چه مانده ام
کدام مهم تر است ؟
زنده ماندن یا دانستن حقیقت
اینگونه زیستن نمی خواهم
جام حقیقت به من بنوشان و مرا ببر
...پ.ن : ننوشتم که فقط نوشته باشم، روح و روانم به فاک است
Monday, December 08, 2008
هر دم از این باغ، بری می رسد
بر می گردد به سال ها قبل
که من خواستم و نتوانستم
آن زمانی که هیچ نمی دانستم جز هیچ
و هیچ چیز نفی نمی کردم جز هیچ
گله دارم، ولی نه زیاد
سخت بود و هنوز هم هست
ولی شیرین بود، بیشتر از سخت بودنش
به شیرینی دوستی های نو
به شیرینی سفر
به شیرینی محبت
به شیرینی شروع برادری
به شیرینی جنگیدن
به شیرینی عشق
حال همانم که سال ها پیش بودم، حتی نادان تر
ولی اینبار فقط آنچه را می خواهم که می توانم
و هیچ تضمینی برای شیرین بودن ادامه اش نیست
این است واهمه ای که مرا تا مغز استخوان می لرزاند
Friday, October 17, 2008
کوچکترین انسان دنیا
مرا ببین
کوچکترین موجود دنیا،
زیر قدم های تو،
خوب ببین،
من مشت گره کرده ی تقدیر توام،
خفته ام در آغوش زمین،
کنار هر آنکه در این خاک آرمیده است،
مرا ببین،
آری، منم کوچکترین موجود دنیا،
گاه به گاه نیم نگاهی گذرا به من می اندازی و می گویی ؟
"به چه ات مینازی ؟
بسترت خاک،
زینتت سبزه ی هرز،
همدمت جمجمه ی اجدادت... به چه خوش مینازی ؟"
پس ببین،
مرا ببین،
آری هنوز همانم، کوچکترین موجود این دنیا،
زیر قدم های تو خوش می جوشم،
و به وقت خود چنان می غرم،
که ترک می زنم این فرش عظیم، باز می کنم زمین،
می خرامم به جهانی که ز آن ترد شدم،
و تو را می بلعم،
می دانم ، ترس دارد خیلی
پس بیش ازاین مرا ببین،
منم،
کوچکترین انسان دنیا
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
End of Days
Paayaane Ayyaam,
Shaadi Tamaam,
Vaghte kaar,
Stresse sare sobh,
booye gande maghze hang kardeye yek konkoori,
naale haaye nime shab,
ke man az sakhtiye konkoor basi mitarsam,
az soalaate ajib,
kamiye vaght o zamaan,
Hadafam naa maloom,
har do cheshmam pore yakh,
larzeshe daste man che zood paa gereft,
baare sanginam raa,
baa 2 paaye bijaan,
ghalbe sard,
zehne daagh,
chegooone beresaanam maghsad ?
be kojaa raft aan noor,
ke soosoo mikard "Omid" ?
morde ast, midaanam,
paayaane ayyaam ast,
shaadi tamaam...
Man az in seyle havaades be jonoon aamade am,
be kodaamin deh e in khaak panaaham midahand ?
chand maah,
chand rooz,
faaregh az harche ke hast,
ke begiram nafasi taaze o tar,
ke bebooyam chiz haa,
booye jooje booye baal,
booye gerdoo booye naan,
atre paasoor o shelem,
Afsoos ke diri nagozasht,
be darak raft hame shaadiye koodakaane'am,
asari namaande az aan bar jaa,
gooyi ke zamaan digar nist,
aariii.. paayaane ayyaam ast,
shaadi tamaam.
Shaadi Tamaam,
Vaghte kaar,
Stresse sare sobh,
booye gande maghze hang kardeye yek konkoori,
naale haaye nime shab,
ke man az sakhtiye konkoor basi mitarsam,
az soalaate ajib,
kamiye vaght o zamaan,
Hadafam naa maloom,
har do cheshmam pore yakh,
larzeshe daste man che zood paa gereft,
baare sanginam raa,
baa 2 paaye bijaan,
ghalbe sard,
zehne daagh,
chegooone beresaanam maghsad ?
be kojaa raft aan noor,
ke soosoo mikard "Omid" ?
morde ast, midaanam,
paayaane ayyaam ast,
shaadi tamaam...
Man az in seyle havaades be jonoon aamade am,
be kodaamin deh e in khaak panaaham midahand ?
chand maah,
chand rooz,
faaregh az harche ke hast,
ke begiram nafasi taaze o tar,
ke bebooyam chiz haa,
booye jooje booye baal,
booye gerdoo booye naan,
atre paasoor o shelem,
Afsoos ke diri nagozasht,
be darak raft hame shaadiye koodakaane'am,
asari namaande az aan bar jaa,
gooyi ke zamaan digar nist,
aariii.. paayaane ayyaam ast,
shaadi tamaam.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Emotional Hell
He was simple, so was she
happy times spent side by side
everything was so dreamy
moonlight nights with windy ride
A storm came and took her from you
light in your eyes died, oh died
Mighty fear inside your heart
forcing you not to decide
All those beauty, what happened ?
dark nights seemed to be so wide
wanting someone to catch you
wishing she was by your side
All those tears ran off your eyes
all that pain you seemed to hide
up & down you went so far
feeling like there's some deride
But you can choose how to live
dirty thoughts, keep them outside
think of something great, like Kings
Kings don't let their life divide
Pain & Pleasure, Love or Hate
time for you to turn the tide
face your fear and don't be afraid
Mighty Kings are on your side
happy times spent side by side
everything was so dreamy
moonlight nights with windy ride
A storm came and took her from you
light in your eyes died, oh died
Mighty fear inside your heart
forcing you not to decide
All those beauty, what happened ?
dark nights seemed to be so wide
wanting someone to catch you
wishing she was by your side
All those tears ran off your eyes
all that pain you seemed to hide
up & down you went so far
feeling like there's some deride
But you can choose how to live
dirty thoughts, keep them outside
think of something great, like Kings
Kings don't let their life divide
Pain & Pleasure, Love or Hate
time for you to turn the tide
face your fear and don't be afraid
Mighty Kings are on your side
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Eydetoon mobarak
eyd taa eyd,
zendegim varagh mikhore,
ettefaaghaaye emsaalo ye moroore shabe emtehaani mikonam...
emsaal, zendegi kheili khoob bood,
balaahaaye aasemooni o zamini leh o lavardam nakard,
zire feshaare chaahaar choobe zehniye kasi dafn nashodam,
potke ehsaasaate kasi khoordam nakard,
Haminaa basse vase Narahat naboodan dige, na ?
emsaal, fahmidam ke doost dashte shodan lezzat bakhshe,
fahmidam ke doost daashtan lezzat bakhshe,
Haminaa basse vase khosh'haal boodam dige, na ?
vali hanooz,
ye chizi,
goosheye zehnam,
chang mizane, sikh mizane, aatish roshan mikone o az roosh mippare o mige "Sorkhiye to az man, Zardiye man az to", kholaase inke ba shaadish mano narahat mikone,
mikhaam bekeshamesh biroon, behesh begam "Chi mikhaay az Joonam?"
chasbide be hamoon gooshiye ke gahayem shode,
enghad moonde o moonde o moonde, ke alan shode ye tikke az man,
va biroon nemiyaad,
shayad ham nemikhaam biyaad biroon,
azash mitarsam bazi vaghtaa,
baraash esm gozashtam,
Hamnaame pirtarin khoon aashaami ke ta 200 saalegish harki behesh miresid ro mesle khodesh khoon aashaam mikard,
Esmi ke zibaas,
Esmi ke Doostesh daram ... Armand
yeroozi, ha man to misham ya to man...
Eyde hamegi mobaarak
zendegim varagh mikhore,
ettefaaghaaye emsaalo ye moroore shabe emtehaani mikonam...
emsaal, zendegi kheili khoob bood,
balaahaaye aasemooni o zamini leh o lavardam nakard,
zire feshaare chaahaar choobe zehniye kasi dafn nashodam,
potke ehsaasaate kasi khoordam nakard,
Haminaa basse vase Narahat naboodan dige, na ?
emsaal, fahmidam ke doost dashte shodan lezzat bakhshe,
fahmidam ke doost daashtan lezzat bakhshe,
Haminaa basse vase khosh'haal boodam dige, na ?
vali hanooz,
ye chizi,
goosheye zehnam,
chang mizane, sikh mizane, aatish roshan mikone o az roosh mippare o mige "Sorkhiye to az man, Zardiye man az to", kholaase inke ba shaadish mano narahat mikone,
mikhaam bekeshamesh biroon, behesh begam "Chi mikhaay az Joonam?"
chasbide be hamoon gooshiye ke gahayem shode,
enghad moonde o moonde o moonde, ke alan shode ye tikke az man,
va biroon nemiyaad,
shayad ham nemikhaam biyaad biroon,
azash mitarsam bazi vaghtaa,
baraash esm gozashtam,
Hamnaame pirtarin khoon aashaami ke ta 200 saalegish harki behesh miresid ro mesle khodesh khoon aashaam mikard,
Esmi ke zibaas,
Esmi ke Doostesh daram ... Armand
yeroozi, ha man to misham ya to man...
Eyde hamegi mobaarak
Friday, August 10, 2007
hi ... I'm sick ... bye
hi,
All this time I was sick,
sick of being bored,
sick of being the reason that makes me sick,
sick of being the one that makes the choices and regret,
sick of being the reason that makes you sick, and I can't tell you why I'm sick, then I get sicker,
sick of having the best girl in the world and still be sick,
sick of being the last person to realize the importance of my moments,
sick of being rejected from those that I trusted the most and pleased by those that I known less,
sick of making you reading my unacceptable fucking reasons that makes me sick,
and now, you're sick too, so I get sicker
see ? that's it
bye
All this time I was sick,
sick of being bored,
sick of being the reason that makes me sick,
sick of being the one that makes the choices and regret,
sick of being the reason that makes you sick, and I can't tell you why I'm sick, then I get sicker,
sick of having the best girl in the world and still be sick,
sick of being the last person to realize the importance of my moments,
sick of being rejected from those that I trusted the most and pleased by those that I known less,
sick of making you reading my unacceptable fucking reasons that makes me sick,
and now, you're sick too, so I get sicker
see ? that's it
bye